LOL! No, I'm not sorry I asked. It shows me that your angst is "everything else." That makes more sense to me. I guess I don't struggle as much with those things because my expectations of life are pretty simple, and there's little of my material life I couldn't easily replace. (I say this as I'm currently going through purging the house and realizing just how true that is.) Plus, most of those other things are within your control. Another human being is not. I could address each one of them for you, but I don't want to minimize your fear. I'd like to be able to help you confront them, though. Is there just "one thing" that you can address right now? Maybe one of the smaller ones? For example, is there a new interest you could pursue that you think you might like that would broaden your "exposure?" Like I thought about taking up golf. Or volunteering with Habitat for Humanity. Things like that give you an outlet and exposure to like-minded people. Much like this site does except the topic is often depressing.
And I think our minds but have been made by the same top manufacturer.
