not sure where to go from here

[tiredndrained]

Such a depressing Valentines Day!! So sad today. My H came home at 4AM. So tired of this already. You would think he would have the decency at this point to just stop this and wait til he leaves. But, he won't. He told me he was getting me a Valentines Day gift. I really didn't want one and didn't feel that this year it was appropriate but I'm sure it was just another excuse to leave the house and not come home. Who doesn't shop for 12 hours for Vday?? To top it off...the gift was so amazing!! LOL...a waterproof As Seen On TV computer Keyboard from the pharmacy. And, wilty flowers from Walmart. That was it. That was the big present he was out shopping for for the entire night. I felt like crying this morning. I'm not someone that cares about presents but today we will be together for 18 yrs. I just feel like after all he has done he can try a little harder to make things up to me for what he has done to me.