almost 3 months....seems like eternity

[swoop]

How do you feel inside?

I am not 100% sure how I feel inside, a little numb perhaps, a little resentful too. In one regard, I am adjusting and feeling content. I do still feel very lonely at times. At other times, I am happy in knowing that I am the master of my own ship and have the ability to do with my life what I want.