First off Happy Valentines Day! Second.....the 4 yrs. I have been here I have never figured out how to copy and paste part of a message. lol Could someone indulge me please.
Thanks to all for responding.
Cadet thanks for the Faith and always being there for me. I do intend to live my life the best I can and finish my degree.
Snodderly thank you so much for your wisdom. I would end up with one of the angrier ones. I will always be here for my son, I love him very much. I hope and pray he reaches out to me again. I think he knows he can. Continue to pray for us.
AJM! Hey glad to hear from you. I prb shouldn't have said I understood the anger, I guess I figured it came with the territory for a couple yrs. anyway. How does your kids deal with this? I will always be here for my son and have told him so.
MaMaMo and Cat, thank you both as well. MaMaMo my son chose to go back to his dads, because I told him I couldnt deal with his anger any longer. I have beat myself up over telling him he would have to go back. I feel like I failed him. I prayed so long for him to come home. I asked him how he dealt with his anger at dads and he said he put his head in a pillow and cried or screamed. I do not ever see my ex or talk to him hardly.
Cat, how can i not blame my ex for some of this? My son grew up looking for attention and approval from his dad and didnt get it. (I see that now). He fears his dad. To keep dad happy, new step mom has to be happy. So my son has to listen to them bash me. I overheard son on phone telling his dad I ALSO had a nice home. They have got my son believing I can not survive. My son feels if he is with dad, he has to ignore me to keep them happy. I blame my ex for this. No matter the situation....people divorce everyday. NO CHILD should EVER have to deal with listening to one parent bash the other. That child LOVES BOTH of them. Imagine how that must feel. I came from a divorced home and know how i felt. BUT my parents co-parented and got along for us. I will continue to always be here for son. I love him very much!
It must be awful to walk around with that much anger toward someone. (speaking of ex here). How can someone be happy and live like that? I continue to pray for us all.
