Just journaling some thoughts and conversations with my W.
Seems like a couple of weeks ago my W was warming up to me (going from cold to lukewarm) and now seems to have gone back to cold. When I say cold, she is cordial like a neighbor and we are conversing well when we do see each other but just suddenly less communications from her towards me and less hugs. Maybe I'm just reading too much into it. I have not been initiating communications or contact with her so just discouraging that she is not doing those things as frequently. Feels like she is slipping away.
I have a Valentines gift, nothing romantic, and undecided whether to give it or not. I think I might wait and see if she gives me anything. I don't think she will.
Back early in our sitch my W said something like "you know I had decided I was going to divorce you when our youngest reached college". A few days ago she said something like "I didn't expect that I'd be separated in our relationship". Kind of confused me based on previous comment that at one point she had her mind made up to this latest comment.
Just a downer week for me. Just need to ride the ups and downs.
