I think I could forgive her if she could apologize for any PA or EA. I don't think she can forgive me for what I did to bring it to this point.
The thing about forgiveness is that it isn't really for the other person as much as it is for you. At some point you need to be able to forgive her for her flaws and limitations and forgive yourself for the same.
If you never get an apology, what does that mean for you?
