You're going to go crazy if you keep thinking about your W's thoughts. Hope is great but don't let it turn into expectations. This is a LONG process and if you've read enough threads you know the WAS can change their mind in an instant and you're back on the roller coaster. Happened to me several times.
Just continue to work on yourself and become the best man and father you can be. The only way for her to change her mind is if she believes you are a new person.
Personality is who the world sees, character is who you are
