Yup, her floodgates are open, but not in a mean way at least...everything I've read about what the mlc'er thinks and feels during their time away has been verified...
I did not know I was repulsive, or had been, not sure now, though she did feel attracted to me before the interruptions this weekend.
I know she is grieving a lot of loss, the last(?) OM, her youth, the "old marriage", etc...too much to detail, way too much.
She can't understand why she is not "happy"...has a good life, a good family, a good H, not perfect, but could be worse.
She thinks she is addicted to the "new love" feelings, though she has read and "gets" that they are temporary, which pains her, wonders if she'll ever be happy...
Oh man this is tough.
In the depths of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer. - Albert Camus
Uncertainty is the very condition which impels people to unfold their powers.-Eric Fromm
