GTO, thank you for posting. I know you're going through a rough time...
HB5, good to know I'm not the only one feeling like this. I'm working on ways to counter this, and will put this all down in my book. For now, though, the only thing we can do is imagine ourselves connecting with love, either through our S's or someone else, and tapping into the energy of our connection. I know it sounds a little out there, but this has worked for me so far. Regardless, though, this is really hard. I'm glad we have each other...
