I can't remember where I was reading this or if it was my IC last night, but I keep telling myself each day, that I'm not broken! I refuse to be a victim! H is the one missing out. Im enough for someone. I'm great!

I know that no matter what happens, I will always love H. It's just a fact. Some days suck, but I have to believe that each day I chose to move forward & try to enjoy the moment or be sad in the moment will bring me closer to moving in from this pain.

I do think that the time without my kids helps with that. I just have to be me. Not a mom, not a wife, me. Happy, sad, angry, me.

I hope today is better for you!

M: 9 yrs
T: 13 yrs
H:34 Me:35, S4, D2, S 7 months
Dday 11/12-PA & multiple PAs
Dbing 12/12
S 1/13
7/13 H moved back in basement.
8/13 #3 born
10/13 still cheating
10/13 He moves across country, I file for D