so, i guess i can't think what else rite now. i hope for some wisdom and serenity. i just erased a bunch of goop- negative and my usual quandry junk- i hope to be able to do that more and more and throw it all out of my mind and heart and just plunge forward all certain and be more of who I was (even if a jerk - it was me - i was happier) i'm outta here-
