I think you're right Grace. It's always the way that the happiest people are those that have worked for it. I honestly don't believe she will ever be 100% happy because if the way our family is now.

I do workouts at the gym as one of my 180s - I'm in the best shape I have been for years - and you're right it does help.

I really appreciate all of the advice, comments and feedback I get on here - really don't know where I'd be without it.

My W is coming over later today to talk about our Son - who is struggling - I always find it especially difficult to not turn these conversations into "why don't you come back and work on things" conversations - but I know that's pressure.

I'll journal later and let everyone (vent) know how it went...

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W 39 Me 33 M 9yrs
8 year old Son
ILYBINILWY - Dec 12
W moved out - Jan 2013
OM - Jan 2013
I file for D - May 2013