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[dorightman]

When you read the letter from your W, do you feel like you have addressed the issues related to her points? What's driving these negative behaviors?

I have started the work, it is a work in progress. All I can tell you is I'am dealing with my inability in the past to receive love.

I'am dealing with fear.

I'am dealing with the pain of my childhood, my family, my parents, my siblings, my grandparents. Alot of stuff that I have taken on in my life that really isn't mine to take on.

I have a great therapist who believes he can help me heal from all of this. I hope he is right!

I have had and am still having problems getting my emotions under control. It's not that I'm grieving 24/7, but I'am grieving everyday when I'am not occupied and I'am alone.