AS glad your doing well brother, I finally took my riders edge course at my local Harley shop. Passed it, now it's time for my license. Then it's shopping time for me lol.

The book takes some practice, I have noticed a difference in my attitude and the way i deal with self doubt already.

I ran 3.5 miles today, felt so much better after. I have let me running go for a couple of weeks and must get back into shape. My 1/2 marathon won't get any easier unless I run.

I am really struggling with a decision, my W wants half the equity from the house and I am not sure if I want to put that money back into a loan. I'm thinking sell and purchase something a little smaller. I also do not want to sell my daughters house, she already has had so much loss in the last 6 months. I asked her if she would mind me selling and she said: "I don't care" and shrugged her shoulders. To me that sounds like I don't want to tell you no, I'm trying to answer in the way you want me to. My eyes water up thinking about it, I really am torn. Right now I need a staples easy button and there is none to be found.


You can not change your past, but you can ruin a perfectly good present by worrying about the future.