Breakdown, This has been going on since Aug., well, longer, but I've been home consistently since Aug.
I didn't realize this wasn't your first thread so apologies for that. I did go back and read thru your other threads though. I don't mean to sound like a jerk here, but it doesn't seem that you've got your emotions under control. I understand it's difficult, and we all backslide occassionally, but it seems you are out of control more than not.
The thing that bothered me the most is that I never got the sense that you were working on you in any way. I didn't see many 180s and I don't know that you've really started working on yourself. Do you think you have? If so, what have you been doing? And I don't mean the counseling...that's good, but that isn't enough.
When you read the letter from your W, do you feel like you have addressed the issues related to her points? What's driving these negative behaviors?
Overall, it seems to me that all your focus has been on your W and trying to get her to stay....I think you need to shift gears here and focus on you.
