Okay, going running to stop myself from: A) crying...sometning I haven't done in a while
B) from asking him to work it out to come back because I love him etc etc.
Bad day after email from him about GF being at a place that was "ours"
Bad day after seeing what he wrote about going slow with GF becasue she cares about kids too...insinuating a long term thing (this after last week's going to see other people thing)
I know I know, none of what you hear and half of what you see.
I think a big part of their R is the fact that someone wanted him when I didn't (intimacy wise) and he basically said that "Having someone want me helps"
Arrgghhh!!! I want him, but was too stupid to see!!
