I think you are a great Mom. It is obvious how much your kids love you.
Let me get this straight...last time Jamie was off her meds she was suicidal but ex doesn't think she needs them( because he doesn't want to have to pay)??!! Oh what an a$$ he is. He will never win parent of the year awards.
I really wish Mike would stop being so mean and angry towards you. You realize this is what he feels toward himself right? Or even if he turned all of that towards N, that would help you. They say people keep being bullies because they get a reaction out of the person. What if you took a recorder with you and the minute he starts in on you you whip it out and start recording. That might get him to back off if he thought you might use his rants against him.
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory