FY, and Busting, great feedback for the book! Thank you. I'm actually excited about it. I feel as though I'm meant to write it, and I think it'll help others and myself.

I'm less sad today, but have thought about my H most of the day (will include a chapter about this in the book!) He never thanked me for the present I gave him for his bday. Next week I'll send him the L's agreement. He won't be thanking me for that either :-)

Crazyville, I'm pretty sure my H has a dopamine imbalance in his brain. I once told him that--bad idea. But it really matches the profile: impulsiveness, inability to be calm and satisfied, easily distracted, restless, agitated, lack of remorse for immoral behaviors, trouble sleeping. At least I know he has ADHD, so maybe that's what it is. Who knows. Maybe he's just another WAS. I love him (still do) and that's why it's so hard to receive such poor treatment from him. But I will detach from his behavior (another chapter of my book.)

Grace, you're so sweet. Thank you!!

All: you can definitely get a signed copy of the book, and even a lipstick kiss and smiley face on the first page (FY, you're funny :-)