JOURNAL

Detachment is not going well at all. W is with OM tonight at the ballet - apparently they're "just friends" but she won't be home at her Mums tonight or tomorrow.

I get so angry about it - how come she can put all of this energy into her new R but refuses to work on our M when she must blatantly be able to see the devastation it is having on our Son?

I know I can't change her, or mind read but it's so difficult and the truth is I'm very jealous of her ability to move on without fear or loss and I am jealous of the OM because he is with my W.


W 39 Me 33 M 9yrs
8 year old Son
ILYBINILWY - Dec 12
W moved out - Jan 2013
OM - Jan 2013
I file for D - May 2013