Good morning, the best thing you said for yourself here is that your done with the old you. To even acknowledge there is an old you, your showing there is a new you! We will all be changed by this sitch, our advantage of our h's is that we will see this through with healthy minds that will lead us into a better future.
Without me my h life will be a complete disaster. Even while he's here I think he still can end up devastated or even dead by his own actions, at the very least I will be surprised if he doesn't end up sick! If left on his own, he will tumble!
Your h is dif he has is faculties, he's responsible financially, he's living life, he's just a jerk when it comes to L, and commitment. You have the true def of an a$$. My a$$hole is a very sick man. But, WE my new friend are nothing like either one of them!
We, have all of our junk we're just a little jumbled right now! H's beware of the lbs that finally is done, cause when we say it, we will be strong and mean it! You don't have to feel bad about how you see people, I give everyone a chance, until you blow it, then I see you for who you are, and that is on you! Not, you your sweet!
I'm glad we connected on this site, we have very dif sitches but yet the feelings we are struggling with are the same. In the end it's all the same for us lbs, we are thrusted into an ugly world and we slowly crawl our way out with some helping hands of the people here. Nero, your no dif, stop being so down on yourself, you will see, it's not you, it really is all of them!
I love Sun, I'm gonna make a boat load of pancakes and coffee! Have a great day, what are you on the first day of your new birth, think about it!
Oooxxxx
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!