What I really want is my family back together...but....
I have a hobby business that has really picked up lately, so it's fun for me and I make extra money. And I've been focusing more on my weight training. Try to find different things for D and I to do - library get togethers, etc. But really other than that, I'm fairly content.
Last night H and I went bowling for a friends birthday party. It was kind of weird. These aren't friends we see much, more his friends than mine, but he hasn't told them anything about the situation. We got the invite the other week and it was a strange conversation about going - where he was like, you can go or not, whatever, but seemed like he wanted me to go because he didn't want to talk with them about how things were, but also didn't really want to tell me he wanted to go (I know, I need to stay out of his head) We ended up riding together and first he said after we were going to go set up some of his drums, but then when we left he decided to take me back to my car - said I would be bored watching him do that. Maybe I should have said I'd go but oh well. Overall, we had a good time. So guess that's good.
I'm thinking that I really need to make a schedule for him to have D. Was reading some on another thread about this. But I hate not having her here at home
