I shouldn't have hope anymore but I still do. H has now retained a lawyer and is wanting to finalize our division of assets and custody agreement for D. He said he "just wants this settled" I'm at a loss as to what to do. I really don't want to give up. I'm making solid progress on my own issues and D is happy and adjusted to the situation. I've backslided on the 180s and NC and have written H a few "pleading" emails, asking for a second chance. D and I are still in our family home and will be til at least end of June. I just don't see how I can give up hope until then. I've asked him to at least try to make our M work until then. I know that is wrong and against DB-ing but I'm at a loss as to what to do. I don't think 6 months is too much to ask for after 15 years and a child together. I keep thinking that my words will reach him, eventually.
