Sitting in the back seat!

[Occy01]

Hello again. Did not realise my post had appeared in the forum, i have been watching page 1 and 2 for new posts, but this appeared on page 4....
The last few days have been much of the same. Still under the same roof and still acting like there is nothing happening to our marriage. I am really trying to back off, but its so, so hard sometimes. W is only interested in talking about the next phase. Feel like i am not there yet. Or probably don't want to be there.....
Not looking forward to the coming week. W looking at a house tomorrow, valentines day thursday and wedding anniversary around the corner...
Thinking about trying to GAL, go the gym and visiting a friend ( who went through a D 1 year ago. His decision) but can´t get a break from thinking about my wife and family. From when i wake (if i sleep), to when i sleep (if i sleep) it´s all that's in my thoughts....