H's MLC started when BF murdered

[Raine]

GG I wish I was in your place, in a place to move on to something, anything. I feel like I'm creating my own limbo land right now. I don't feel married. I don't feel single. I guess I feel pregnant! As time goes on and things just get worse and worse, and the piles of negatives, pain, and betrayals continue to build, the thought of moving on, alone, or eventually with someone else seems far easier than overcoming all of this. It makes me kind of understand where H may have been in August. That everything was so bad in his mind, it's easier to run and start over. The only difference is no one would blame me for doing so. I think people are more surprised that I haven't already.

I am super happy for you! I think this experience has only made you stronger and you're in a much better place to move on now. I hope you date some amazing guys and have your pick of the bunch