geeez dawn -

what indeed do you say? i get your sitch- nothing is "right" each way you're "wrong". man- does it ever sound like the spiel in aa literature. i read it all when my sister was having her own journey with alcohol.

her "hit bottom" was dying- cripes!!! you'd think after all this time and with all our technology- there would be some better option out there than "stand back and let them go".

i don't know the response. my own response - if really put5 on the spot to answer - as in, he's staring at my face waiting- would probably be the truth - there's something big holding me back from walking away- best i could do.

i'm not sure - at flea mkt this morning i was walkign aroudn thinking of you=-=-

eeeek