ONLY PROBLEM is i don't believe there is someone else out there to fit my needs (grubby grubby me) and wonder if he is the best there is for me
Really? Do you believe there is only one person, ever, that can do that?
I have to say, that surprises me. I think you have the habit of loving just one. But it's just a habit I think.
I also think, until you get it in your head that you're worth it and that others will see that (they will and likely do), then you'll be stuck. What you want is still tied to who he was. If he can't or won't be that person, then it really is up to you to move past that. Come what may.
Although not what you planned, it is where you are and what has come. That was yesterday. Today is your birthday and it sounds like it may be time for a new birth, of sorts.
You are worth it.
What do you think?
Peace, AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."
