You guys are all right. I need to work on myself and the issues my w outlined. I will not worry about her role in this, just focus on mine. I need to rebuild myself and get stronger. This whole sitch has really weakened me a lot. MrBond, I saw the movie last night. Great movie, yes there where some similarities, I related to the main character somewhat.
Breakdown, your right about this:
"I let my insecurities overwhelm my sensibilities and pretty much destroy my M."
I think that is one of, if not the main issue for me to look at. The pressures of children, money, the economy. I was living in fear for a long time and fear once it grabs ahold of you can really control you.
Fella's , thanks again. This forum really is helpful with the wisdom and strength you all bring.
Me:46 W:40 M:10 T:17 D:9 S:6 BD:12/11 ILYBINILWY:8/12 Served 2/13 I moved out 2/13 I moved back 6/13 W moved out 9/13