Thanks Eyesopen,Grateful,Navyguy,Mach1,Cadet,MrBond,Spartan,Breakdown,

You guys are all right. I need to work on myself and the issues my w outlined.
I will not worry about her role in this, just focus on mine.
I need to rebuild myself and get stronger. This whole sitch has really weakened me a lot.
MrBond, I saw the movie last night. Great movie, yes there where some similarities, I related to the main character somewhat.

Breakdown, your right about this:

"I let my insecurities overwhelm my sensibilities and pretty much destroy my M."

I think that is one of, if not the main issue for me to look at. The pressures of children, money, the economy. I was living in fear for a long time and fear once it grabs ahold of you can really control you.

Fella's , thanks again. This forum really is helpful with the wisdom and strength you all bring.


Me:46 W:40
M:10 T:17
D:9 S:6
BD:12/11
ILYBINILWY:8/12
Served 2/13
I moved out 2/13
I moved back 6/13
W moved out 9/13