Gonna be different now, (butterfly in hurricane).

[Big Bruce]

Hello,
Mr Bond, I usually like your direct style, but on this one you went too far. I tell her about the money. Then she replies she wants it. Then, later the same day lawyer calls me. No it wasn't a coincidence or something Mr. Bond. I understand the concept of saying it's not all W's fault and look inside yourself, etc... but here it's plain.

Lis, thank you for such heartfelt an answer. I understand your points, some are very valid. I admit fault, you're right, I'm not super-christian man, and I could use improvements in all the areas you mention. The fruit of the Spirit is slow to grow indeed.
I have to disagree on several points though. You said you would advise my W to leave me (!? surprising after the moral lesson you gave me).

As for the ten commandments it has been superseded by a new covenant, and anyways homosexuality is strongly condemned everywhere else in the Bible.

One thing you showed me though, she must be in terrible pain. My L received the official answer to my answer, and the same thing goes on: I'm a violent person, my son is in danger with me, etc... I wasn't even mad, like the first time. Only someone who suffers in the head could write such a piece of paper. Honestly? I'm sad for her. Unforgiveness is eating her up.

I really have compassion on her, I've been a jerk, and now she's messed up completely.
I have been a lousy husband, and because of me, she's mentally not in tune anymore.
I'm sorry for what I've done, and although I wish I could go back, there's nothing I can do about it.

The only thing I can do to try and ease her pain, I think for the moment is not contact her. She's gone so far in her bitterness and grudge, you just can feel it in her sworn answer, the anger, that the best thing is to steer clear. Big time.

I don't know if you said you were praying for me as a matter of speech or if you really are, but thank you, I need it lots, I'm sure you'll agree.

Bruce