Your topic caught my eye. I've recently been through a lot of soul searching regarding my fears so will ask you similar questions that I was asked.

What is your real fear with D?

What is your real fear of big job?

What other fears do you have (root cause, not afraid of snakes wink )?

What will happen if the outcome of your fears are actually met?

Do your fears of these potential outcomes hold you back from being your best?

Personality is who the world sees, character is who you are

Turn your trials into your testimonies

Don't believe everything you think

Expectations are resentments waiting to happen