Mach1, I feel like I really messed up in the past and in the last 6 months. I do take responsibility for the ways I've failed in our M. I will take from it what i need to work on and do the work. I'am in therapy.

I feel I just wish she would acknowledge her part in it. She's not perfect.
I'am tired of hearing the story now for the past year. I want to take the story, learn from my/our mistakes, learn how to communicate better,learn how to love better, rebuild our friendship and trust, and create a much stronger friendship and M. Unfortunately, she wants out. That makes me feel sad amongst other things.

I've got my good days and my bad days like everyone. I will from now on try to listen to her better and do my best to give her space & time.
And I will do my best to keep a Positive attitude and detach and GAL.(that is the hardest thing to do for me because I have to talk/text w everyday about kids.


Me:46 W:40
M:10 T:17
D:9 S:6
BD:12/11
ILYBINILWY:8/12
Served 2/13
I moved out 2/13
I moved back 6/13
W moved out 9/13