Then she starts texting me. Only reguarding D and nothing special. But everytime she starts to feel confortable she starts contact again. If something, anything differs from her perspective. Monster and no contact for weeks or months.
Im getting a hang on it now. Doesnt mean its easier but just the way things are.
The hardest part is still not being able to talk to her. For real. Sooo much to say. Good thing I can vent here instead.
