"I had developed a detachment to my H after he left me. For a long time, I thought I was the best darn DB'er out there. Not hardly! I didn't really develop detachment so much as distrust, resentment and a whole lot of other toxic emotions. That's very difficult to put away."

Yes, indeed. I'm piecing and feeling this way. I'm hoping time and exposure to a more loving H will help the healing.

Stay honest, loving, and patient. That's what I need.

M:63
H:53
S:41, SS:28, SS:25, SD:23
M:15
T:16

Bomb:12/17/11, "I think we should go our separate ways."
H moves to his mother's house, 4/1/12
12/21/12: H moves back home, piecing