Rough day. No real reason why. I just feel down today. The longer this goes on the more it seems like it is over. I so admire the people on here that have been able to detach and GAL. I am just having a really hard time doing it. I love her so much! People say that it gets easier as time passes and I am sure it will but at this point I just feel awful. She has been back in our bed for the past week. I think because the couch is not very comfortable. I have such mixed emotions on this. I love her being in bed with me however it absolutely breaks my heart to look at her lying beside me knowing how she feels and knowing that I can't/should not touch her. Again, it's just a bad day and I needed to vent somewhere. Thanks for listening/reading.
M 37 W 36 T22 M14 D8 D4 8/2012 distanced BD 11/2012 (likely wants D. Feelings have changed.) W move out date: June 8th.
