i agree iwth you totally and it's scary to hear you voice it- it's what keeps me dbing. i sometimes think i am really crazy to even be doing this- certainly everyone i know does. they try and be understanding tho- where would we be without friends?
i run here to keep myself reminded that im not (really) mentally ill to even be here still. i don't know how they get to do it and feel it.
i wonder sometimes if there is "anyone of worth" inside my h - he seems sooooo nuts and his revision ofhistory is truly scary and creepy. to hear him and think he thinks it's true.
oh well- truth is relative huh? like everything lse.
i'm just praying for anyone of them to find their way out of their tunnel and into real life again - for any of us. fingers crossed for sanity to win out - for someone here in db-land.
