you're a good person.

now i feel badly about my (just a few min.ago) rant of sorts.

i agree and i'm still being nice- i'm still confused- when he askes what's up with ____ (some phone call i just had) do i chat and be nice & share? or do i just say "nothin" and walk out.

hard to draw the lines. if he's being pleasant- i participate rite? because it's who i am - nice ole guy?

OR - do i not. you're way better at this maybe - seeing the lines. this business of being where we were soooo happy sooo long- makes it feel like old times smetimes - i have to fight to remember it's not- and never will be.

oph well- good on ya for your evenhandedness and caring.

i'm trying- will continue. so, i'm assuming today as usual our light is still shining out there - rite???

beam me up scotty