Soul.Searching my way back.

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But I think you hit bottom and I'm so happy your dark thoughts didn't take over.

You are the only YOU there is in this world and your children love you. It sounds like you have many friends who love you. Call on them in your dark times or to go have a coffee or just a talk.

Are there no AlAnon groups within driving distance? I think you would benefit from the support of others who have been where you are.

Don't let some dummy spitting arse define you!