I'm scared. Every minute of every day, I'm scared. I can't stand that feeling. And it eats at my soul. I have to learn to control that.

When you talk about what you need, I don't know, you strike me as fully grasping what you need and the order in which you need it. You do manage to deal with this in small chunks and don't look too far down the road. I admire that. It's something I've really had to work on myself. You have HUGE strengths that will serve you well.

It'd be nice if next time you run into OW you can have a few of us along... no one said we had to keep clean hands. LOL!

I'm praying for you.

LIS


Me- 40
H - 43
M - 5
T - 14
Separated 2/5/11