Very much back into full-on school routine with two kids - lots of sports, music, parties and etc to get them to, as well as to school and back each day. Then cooking and cleaning and shopping and homework... you get my drift.
I take a lot from the fact that I can do all of this on my own and work full-time. I've 'coped' with everything that's been thrown at me, and this makes me feel good.
In respect of what it is I really need.... unfortunately, I think I really need money first and foremost. I want to be able to pay off my debts and to be able to afford things for the kids (like decent food, for a start!).
The depths of my soul don't really come into consideration until i can get myself to a point where i can pay for basics.
I'd feel much more at ease and content knowing that bills were payable.
Alternately, maybe I don't even have a soul any more. Feels like it shrunk to just about non-existent. Not that I feel like a zombie or anything, just very pragmatic; get on and do whatever it is; be patient; calm down; move things along nicely.
