Thanks, Cadet. Yes, it is painful. Counterintuative...which always makes me feel like I'm doing it wrong. Like you only have one single shot at this, don't screw it up!
I'm certainly tired of seeing the monster recently. So ironic yesterday, the same guy that always tells me I need to learn when to keep my mouth shut said he's aware of his tongue and sometimes just doesn't care. So basically he can spew whatever he wants at me but I should sit back and take it all - maybe throw in a few sorrys.
So my goal today will be to be happy, cheerful and talkative when he comes to pick up D. The tonight when I have some alone time, I'll work on my next goals.
