Heading to my attorney today. Have gone thru many emotions about the separation papers. Hurt beyond belief, angry at H, and now I'm just numb...I still love that man, but you would think that after 4 months of anger, he would be able to move forward in some direction.
Been working on me a lot. Have a few health issues that need to be addressed that have been neglected. I also took a nice walk yesterday to try to clear my mind, although all I could do was think...I know I can only control me and that is the toughest part of all of this. I remain dark and have received no communication from H at all.
I miss H terribly. He was my best friend. Am what I am feeling normal? Any help will be greatly appreciated.
Me 46/H 48 M 19/T 20 D 21 Away at College D 17 PA 9/12 H left 10/23/12
