As always, Snodderly thank you for taking the time to post to me.
In the past week, two more people I know have passed away. Although I manage it, barely, it has been difficult to find happy or even peaceful moments.
The result is that I am feeling a bit numb and running a little low on energy. Got a quick text from xSO yesterday and he called last night. I missed the call, though.
I thought I would feel sooo much better after the GF was out of the picture. But I don't, not really. I guess I was kind of hoping that someone other than me thought these developments were at least positive. I am way to close to this to tell.
Sometimes, if I am in the Archives (less and less these days), I find a little gem. I liked this one: In the beginning, you were friends that became lovers. So it happened 100% in the experiment. If you start at that point again, then, the odds are pretty good that the experiment will repeat! I like numbers much more predictable than people!
