I find myself feeling guilty for being silent about the divorce til it's filed. He's the cheater and I feel guilty. Im worried about how he'll react and if he'll be mad, relieved or sad. I want to get it over with and I keep rehearsing what I'm going to say in my head. Anyone else struggle like this? My sister said to remember what he's done and not just the affair but think about the whole marriage. It's not all h for the marriage but I never felt like I was no 1 with him.
