Bklyn Gratitude

[BklynMom]

Thanks fixer. I have somehow managed to work on me for a little over a year now. I love the new me which is somehow closer to my true self then the old me.

The girls are with h today and until pick up from school tomorrow. I had planned a busy 30hrs of me time but now I am sick in bed. Urg! Very frustrating. I guess I can read some positive literature.

I haven't ever done the goAls of breaking down what I want in my marriage because since the day of the bomb my h really hasn't opened even a small window to reconcile. I keep with the db principles the best I can but to write down what I want in a marriage when I am so far away from being married feels depressing. I am open to other thoughts but I haven't had a partner in 19 months and don't want to build up hope only to be let down