I have continued reading your posts because you seem to have learned how to effectively navigate your way through this awful mess. I have started to see where you had trouble dealing with all the stress that was placed upon you.
Good, that sounds more accurate, LOL! That's what I would hope people take away from my posts- not that it's easy or painless to do this, but that even though you may be going through terrible pain now it DOES get better and you CAN rebuild and be better than before!
Glad to hear you're doing better and boy can I ever relate to your comment about panic attacks. That whole fight-or-flight thing, I would get those anxiety attacks at work and could not even stay seated. That was really frustrating! I don't miss that at all!!