No real interaction with my W, other than neccisary stuff regarding daughter or business. I am really sad that this text fiasco has set me back. Even my phone coach scolded me for my actions.
I have been thinking really hard, and I am beginning to realize that other than her anger towards me easing up slightly, there havent been any real changes in my W's attitude. I don't know how long I can hold on without "SOME SIGN", whether it be a good sign or bad. This, just waiting in limbo, is starting to get to me. I really can't think of any more GAL activities. I have been more socially active lately, than I have been in years. I am really doing a lot, but the second the activity ends, my mind wanders right back the the R. I know I should be more patient, because my life is actually moving forward a little without W, but it seems impossible to get passed the idea that she "may or may not" come back to the M. It is so frusurating!
Another thing I have been thinking about is contacting MIL to make peace. She was actively pushing for us to reconcile, then literally overnight took an offensive posture towards me. We had words, and I haven't spoken with her since. I don't want to leave the situation like this. We have always got along pretty well. Would it be okay, in regards to DB, to contact her and say that I am sorry that we had words and make ammends?
