On my B-day and Christmas 2010 she writes how happy she is and she is proud of me and loves our family so much and what a great husband and dad I am. Weeks later she has an affair. Wtf is the truth anymore?
I hear ya....my W sent me a long, long text detailing how great a man, husband and father I was and how great her love for me was--right in the middle of her torrid affair. I used to look at it a lot and try to figure out wft was in her head. I finally deleted it. What benefit was I getting in hurting myself every time I read it? Even my W probably couldn't tell me why she sent it...just one of those things. I still have all the cards, notes, etc. from all the years of our M, but I stopped looking at them too. None of it made sense anymore.
I'm so sorry the D is turning out like this for you...I've been reading your thread for a while now, and I hate to see it end this way.
