Journal:

Had a stellar weekend...really let loose and enjoyed myself. We went out a couple of nights, did some running, and ate and drank ourselves silly. It felt great.

W picked me up at airport and we chatted. She asked about my buddies and their lives, and we talked a little about what was happening with the kids. We watched a family movie Monday night which the kids are still talking about.

Last night we had dinner, goofed off together, some light flirting back and forth, but went to bed early with zero touching.

We are operating more like friends than spouses, and while I think that is what I need to be doing right now, it is uncomfortable. My last coaching session we had decided I would continue as it was, but make myself less available. In reality, the court date really severed all the things we were doing together so while I'm staying busy, I'm not really doing anything with W (though she is still sleeping in our bed).

I made plans to see a friend of mine Thur for dinner, but I need to figure out something for the upcoming weekend. There's a whole lot of Valentines activities, which is a drag.


M:44 W:42
M:15
S:19, D:16, S:14, D:12, S:6
BD: 2/14/11
D Final: 6/25/13