This DBing is hard, really hard. I know I'm heading for another BD I can feel it but in the mean time I've gotta prepare myself for that and detach more. Not only from W but we shared so much, friends, bars, social clubs etc and because W is so 'local' I think I'm gonna have to avoid them area's and detach from them as well. I don't think I have the strength to walk into a bar/social club if W is with someone else :'(
In her eyes I must seem pretty dark at the moment and only respond to text messages about Kids business but then i keep messages short. I haven't sent her a text about anything in such a long time, I really want to but even then I don't know what to write. What will she think off me acting like that?
M - 37 W - 35 T - 11 M - 5.5 SD13 D10 S4 ILYBINILWY 15 Oct '12 Moved out 7 Dec 12 At present - Being the best dad i can be.
