Hey bein me You sound similar to me in that my h isn't interested in me and would look around the room when I was talking. You're a better woman than me . I snooped and each time he was a cheatin on me. He doesn't think it's cheating cuz "they're just friends" lies lies lies. People talk about another man and I'm not divorced! Yuk! ( no offense to the good ones out there) There's nothing wrong with you it's him. By the way, I told my oldest son 32 about his step dad my current h and he was shocked. Told me his dad my first h had regrets about what he did to me (affair too). Yours and mine will too some day I hope.
