nero, You do have something remarkable to say, i.e., you are relatively happy, not insane or too worried. That's an accomplishment that many wish for during their walks through mlc.
Only stay in the present, leave the past in the past and allow the future to unfold when it is ready.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
